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OMG...ITS BEEN 4 MONTHS SINCE...i met THE HIVES, i met THE HIVES!!!...thats STILL sum crazy shit, aint it?...i love those 5 SWEET SWEDES!!!:-P

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Name: Jessi
Birthday: 3/19/1990
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Interests: LeLee BuG (leslie) THE HIVES,all other good bands out there which consist of mainly 80s music, indie, classic rock, older punk...all the good stuff...umm...oh yea!...the gayness of RaINboWs...duh...and NOT keepin my innocence by waxin my eyebrows! ;-P
Expertise: lovin' THE HIVES of course....and sumtimes LeLee BuG and my buddy....(my buddy is very ugh....jk...buddy)...oh yea i can play the violin and i am proud to say that i am the WORST guitar player known to man!...
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Friday, November 05, 2004

Currently Playing
Ramones (Dlx)
By Ramones
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ok people...hello!

its been awhile now...hasnt it? I have no time for this BS anymore. Its become pretty lame. I'll post from time to time but thats as good as it gets.

Anywho, life is not too bad. OK i dont get everything i want but still im happy. Usually im never happy. I mean there are times when i feel down but not as much and no for long periods of time. The guy i like...im confused about that. I mean its like he talks to me but then doesnt. ionno...I will not assume he likes me because if i do and find out later he doesnt ill be crushed so im really trying to prevent such things.

I mean he rarely says hi to me but when he does i become so happy. Yesterday i was gonna try and get over him and thats what ive been trying to do. I had been avoiding eye contact and i didnt stare as much. But then i awoke from a dream this morning and back to liking i went. AND then today after 1st he came up to ME. And after 3rd i saw him and said hi and he smiled.

So now i still like him. And i love everyone else too. Things are good..life is good and thats that.

I LIKE HIM....hmm...

 

 

Love all..

-JeSSi

 


Sunday, October 24, 2004

Currently Watching
The Rocky Horror Picture Show (Single Disc Edition)
By Tim Curry, Susan Sarandon, Barry Bostwick, Richard O'Brien
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-ok i havent actually watched this movie in a LONG while but ive been thinking about it A LOT...i was reminded today because i was watching Van Helsing and thats one good movie but anyway the people are from Transylvania and so are the people from The Rocky Horror Picture Show...man i love this movie....its a classic in a weird kinky, horny, fun, fun, FUN!!...sorta way...

OMG...im updating...

one crazy world out there, if ya ask me..

I GREW BALLS!!!

Well anywho...wow this week was weird...ok so i went that gig that the guy i like was playing at...that was truely hot...so yea...and then he came up to on monday and asked for pics...but of course being the lazy bastard i am i didnt do it...so on tuesday he gave me his email addy and told me to send it and i did...and yea...and ever since ive been talking to him...now thats truely hot...hmm...i like him even more and thats odd for me since once i usually get to know a guy better i dont like him anymore but this one is different....umm...thats that...i havent been this happy before...wow...even if i dont get with him, ever....im glad i at least made a new friend ya know...plus he has a good band...so now i know a good band...The Radons kick ass...more than rainbows too...heh...

...to all you guys...i love ya

JeSSi

p.s. i have a myspace now...i wouldnt reccomend it cause there are a lot of horny people out there....including myself so dont sign up there or ill stalk ya!...HA!...ok well then im out...i wont give my myspace...its private...shh.....buh bye


Sunday, October 17, 2004

...well...hey everyone...this weekend was pretty damn good...i finally KINDA got to do the thing ive been wanting to do ever since school started...im so happy now...i just hope that i can do more later...even though there may be no hope for this one thing, at least I'LL know there was no hope...you know?...ahh...it consumes my mind...i dont know why though...its so hard to think straight...but im still happy and i cant wait to go to school tomorrow...hopefully things are better now...ahh...ionno..phew...anyway...did i mention this weekend wasnt too bad?...yea it really wasnt...only i had to work on my career report but its alright...in my mind all day...errz...well this is going to be the shortest actual post imma have for a long time so whaterverz...oh yea...and no pics for you ...so anyway, gots to go..

luv,

JeSSi


Sunday, October 10, 2004

Currently Watching
Fahrenheit 9/11
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This here was one kick-ass movie...i reccomend to all, unless you are a BUSH SUPPORTER than i guess this isnt for you...umm...no hate mail please..

also..NO MUSIC THAT I HAVE LISTENED TO...MUSIC IN HERE WILL REMAIN THE SAME SINCE IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO LEARN HOW TO PUT THE MUSIC VIDEO IN AND STILL I DONT THINK I REALLY KNOW HOW TO DO IT...hmm...                      


isnt it weird?...a week ago was Homecoming...i was having the time of my life...but then just a week later everything gets turned around and i'm in hell...

...ugh..well i dont have much to say other than school is more sucky than ever..(wow words are starting to be repeated from King...i knew the fun could never last..)...i feel very alone right now but maybe its a good thing...i mean ever since i started to be this way, ive cleaned up my room(and that was a difficult task) and ive done all my homework...kinda..

damn...i miss things...the way things use to be...a couple years ago..back in 7th grade..that was a good time...it was just me silvia and stacy...the three of us...always and forever..we never fought...we always stuck together...but now look..silvia is in some other school making new and probably better friends than I... and stacy, well i think im bad for her to hang out with...it was because of me on friday that she was stuck with me and didnt really hang out with others...thats all me...

i got sick this week...doesnt feel good...and im constantly tired..plus i woke up today and my jaw was all out of alignment..that hurt bad..my mom gave me a scare by making me think i had tetanitis (locked jaw)...because before this i had cut my finger on a guitar string and well it could be rusty or whatnot and i could have gotten an infection...basically my jaw would finally not open and id die...oh well though...couldnt be the worse thing to happen, right?....

i feel alone...but i guess that is my fault...im the one who pushes people away...and the ones who want to stay connected to me i dont acknowledge which is truely sad...

ahh...ive been replaced...im not needed...i think i want to move away...ok not death because obviously that will not be coming for awhile and i know i myself can not make it come sooner since i am such a chicken shit...i mean i sat on the edge of the building of the Disney Concert Hall on Friday...and it was pretty high...but i knew i could never delibertly make myself fall...i just could not do it...but i didnt mind sitting on the edge though...i felt so much more free and better...teacher wanted me to get off though since i made her "nervous" sitting on there...ahh whats it to her if i fall....

so back to moving away...if only my parents had the money to move...or maybe go to a different school...start fresh..obviously i could not do that at Marshall since i still know people there and i hung out with them and didnt even try to make new friends...but if i had that chance i would take it..maybe i should have gone to Hollywood High or that school in Beverly Hills..or maybe even Bravo like i had planned so many years ago..but no i went to Marshall to stay with friends i knew i couldnt keep or that would hold me back in so many ways...

food...i look at my food that is placed before me and i cant seem to eat it...it looks so disgusting and nothing that i could chew and swallow so many times just to finish...and now i have got my mom worried about me since i cant even force myself to eat...

*random thought* people are so fake...they truely are..i had answered with that response on a question in English Class for this book we are reading...its true, they are...not only when it comes to being things they are not but also the way they act like they care..but deep down in side you know they dont..ahh...forget that....

white and black is my world...and no...not because my band is represented by those colors...but because thats all i see...no bright vibrant colors in my life...the sad thing here is i dont really know whats so horrible about my life...i truely havent figured it out...i think i just need help...my mind is just not all together anymore and i dont know why...

i also noticed that i dont NEED people...i can do without...yes at times you may need them but not every single minute of your life...its not horrible to be alone...unless you are alone all the time...like me....

BUT now i got to look at things positively...one loss brings in room for more...dont ya think?..i think so...i think im going to take advantage of things..i need to do things i thought id never be able to do...and if i get back what i once had i will not put it back on the top of my list..it will be put aside equal to all other things...ME...me is what i shall put first...me and the things i want to accomplish....ive got a list of things that i need to get done...

THINGS TO DO:

-get all work done

-listen more in class

-try to figure out this Geometry B.S.

-get all the CD's i want

-talk to the one person i have not been able to talk to

-get rid of things not needed in my life

-get out more and meet new people

-trim hair

-wax my eyebrows

-feel better about oneself...

Thats all i need to do for now...thats not in any specific order...but if you know me well enough..you should know which comes first and last...well im done updating for this week

pictures are not needed this week...nothing important to show..i mean i could show you the guy of my dreams but then thats creepy...but once i talk to him and get to know him more you may all get to see him..as will i of course *wink, wink*

ahh well i feel so much better now so back to getting better and ready for school tomorrow...


Sunday, October 03, 2004

Currently Playing
Pretty Vacant
By Sex Pistols
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whoa...

this week was pretty kick ass i say!....

lets see...what happened?...hmm...ok well monday was, cool because leslie met a new buddy named Oscar...tuesday, got out early...wednesday, started the begging for tickets to my concert...thursday, got FREE condoms, friday was the pep rally...it was one BIG  bore except for the fact people were blowing up condoms...it started getting hot too....sitting out there the whole time, but we did get out early that day because of it...and lunch was like extra long...well after that we all had to convince leslie to buy homecoming tickets so i would so we could all go and we succeeded...then got more FREE condoms..(they were giving them out for homecoming..yep yep)...stacy was able to stay at my house which was really cool...we made like cupcakes and staceface got all hyper and crazy...it was weird....but cool though...

umm now sat. i got up super early and then got ready to go see the play "Little Shop of Horrors"...it was funny, yet creepy at the same time...stupid plant...well anyway...we were really high and we couldnt see that well so after intermission the guy let us sit in the box seats that are closer to the stage...thats pretty cool...saved up us money...i even got to take pictures then because usually it isnt allowed but oh wellz...

then we went out to eat for my mom's cousins b-day...which really made me short on time to get ready for HOMECOMING...errz....well after that i ran back here(not literally)and got ready...went to go pick up leslie and went straight to school..

well i saw "plaid"...only he wasnt so plaid that night...he did look nice in that leather jacket of his...hmm...well anyway...i hear he is a smoker which is a major turn off but i guess as long as he looks good now i really dont care about 5-10 years from now...hmm...

umm went in and i was extremely bored...no one was dancing and ionno...just didnt want to be there...but finally things started to pick up and we went up into the gym...i swear that place was HOT...i mean my glasses would fog up...which probably sounds kinda nerdy...ohz wellz...

started to dance...saw my buddy...he scared me at first...like he always does...umm...music sucked more ass than any dance i had ever been too...but the dance itself was pretty cool...i had loads of fun..chelsea was AGAIN obsessed with walrus like alwayz...

umm...i danced with a couple people like my best buddy...leslie left me so i was alone for awhile there...i met a guy there...but that was a one night thing obviously...got his digits though...i dont think imma call anyway...but its all good..ahh...i didnt look too great last night but thats alright..theres always the next dance to look good...

i came home after the dance at midnight and leslie slept over...we didnt go to sleep until like 3 or 4 am...(i got to SLEEP with leslie...haha marvin..i know you would have loved to be me)and then she woke me up at like 9...thats bleh...but it was cool to have someone over...

today was not bad either...we actually went back to sleep because we were bored like hell...

she went to the laundry mat with me today...some guy kept laughing at us..sheesh..i found some guys phone too!...i should have kept it for myself or held it for ransom...

ahh im bored now and i got HW to do now...not too much..thank god..

ill post pics either tomorrow or something...ionno...tata

~UPDATE: Oct. 4th (2 months since i met my "baby"...) @ 11:04 P.M.~

   *PEP RALLY*

barrister...so exciting....pif..

that is not part of the decor...can u guess wut it is??...

so bored....bleh...

ahh...boo...

i know i look funky but the other are pwetti-ful!!!...oh and *piiiiiimple...*...so perfectly between my eyes...

PROOF!!!...staceface was at MY house!!!...yAy!

  *THE PLAY*

thats the play i went to see...

inside...

thats where we were seating for the first half...

and then we were in the box seats like the ones shown there...

thats the green plant thingy...it was gonna "eat" the audience...

  ~*HOMECOMING*~

some clown...ionno..it told me to take a pic of it so i did...yepperz...

thats the circus tent that leslie kept calling a MUSHROOM...

ha!...twins...!!!...jk

shes just beyond this world...ok that was like cheesy...hmm...

thats ivy...she so "shexxi" as lelee would put it...

i danced w/ him!!......now thats hot!...hes hot!...the whole thing is hot!....hmm...

ok now...imagine 5 other pics just like this...me lookin all stoned and shit...

*let it burn*...thats the song she was singing when she went down on her knees...hmm...hate that song tho...odd

HA!...i got to sleep w/ LeLee and u didnt!...ha!

i look like a lil boy...aww...



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